Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Walking In The Rain

Bye Ashwin  ... :)
Buh- byee ....
I got down from the bus and started walking towards my home.
pani da rang vekh ke, pani da rang vekh ke.....Akhiyaan cho hanju rul de! this song was playing in my mobile and I was just crooning coz  I love the lyrics..)
The day was bit cloudy and I didn't notice it. Sure ain't helpin' this mood that I'm in, If my mobile gonna keep on playin' songs  like these.
The sky was just a smidgen of a shade lighter.
A log drops and the fire creaks as all my eyes turn but no the air growing heavy all. The thoughts are same the rain, the rain, here comes rain all of a sudden.
Auto wala drops his work looks up, beggar in the street drops his begging cup.
The cops were clearing the traffic in the rain. 
When the blue skies turn to grey all of a sudden it's rain and all of a sudden thinking about having a loved ones in this moment.
(all my thoughts went like this)
Is that a mandatory to have a loved ones in your loved moment and in this lovely weather?
My single heart struck between these two thoughts. Because the memory's not enough. I think it may be hard to believe to have a loved ones. The girl is the only one need in this romantic weather though it may be hard along the way.
Though I'm SINGLE I can say that it's the feeling I get.
 I find myself trying to wash away the pain, cause I'm fading away every single hour of every single day remains the memories of days when life was fun(actually not) but now when she's gone I walk alone to watch the setting of the sun.
But there's no SHE in my life to change my relationship status. Yes I'm single I'm single and I used to be SINGLE and at present I'm single. 
Still.... why I'm single?
I came out of my thoughts once the rain's heavy and started running towards a tree hiding myself with my bag. I can see a couple having fun with each other, mad at each other. Yes they are perfect to the present situation and yes I hope to be so ( cuddled,cared,loved,possesive by some one)
Every one wants to be loved right? 
And all of a sudden rain stopped, it screwed my happiness :(... Realising that the thing mentioned above is just a hope I reached my home.

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