Resolution

Its true. But don't know how should I prove you. You know what you don't trust me at all.if you keep the phone down then our relation is over...but she disconnected..she asked me to eat some thing study but she was having fun with him.I'm insecure just like a kid.I don't have problem in doing what she expects.are you sure about me..I never get what I want in my life.she abruptly disconnected the phone.just for few days we Were out of relationship and she is talking to her ex. And vijay! He always acted as her wish.used to talk good things about her.during night I was bogged down by the thought was it worth it to waste my time for a girl who switched partner in just a week's time? This was not the end but just beginning.I love you and I have always loved you. For me you are my life.I just wanted to let you know.yesterday I brokeup with a girl and today we are talking all this.don't shout at me. Did u forget that u cursed me? You proposed me? Have you forgotten that even you used Be busy earlier? Can't I be busyone day? What do you want to say that it was your mistake to cal you? Wy are saying like this I just wanted to share with you.I made this all to her and she doesn't even care.I should call her again. Talk to me nicely, you have no right to talk to me like this.but after you said that you are my first priority  don't you think we should be there for each other always? She used to see my msgs and calls but never replied.I felt like going back in time when I was in inter and start a fresh, with no girls in my life.she turned out to be rude to ruder. me hoping she would realize one day that what a big mistake she is committing. She never had time for me.she would give excuse that she is with her friends and strangers.she enjoyed the feeling of having some one who is crazy about her but she didn't realize that how much she was hurting me.her phone was waiting she shouted at me can't you understand that I'm on call so you should not call me continuously? My tears
Started to flow and my heart shattered in to zillion pieces.I cried like a newly born baby.the whole night passed but she didn't call me. she's like My crush he lives in her city. I like him much.I wanted to go out with him dance with him.but she could not feel the pain in my voice.she said how could I forget my bff... but I should take her statement in positive manner or other wise.I called her but she's k like I'll talk to you once u r free. She said can't I go out withhim? Did I say anything wrong to her? Next couple of weeks she kept shoutin at me at trivial matters.I tried hard to make her understand that what she Did on that day was wrong.she need to have some priority in her life.she can't simply run after people who talk nicely about her.and I was telling her do's and don'ts. But when I hacked her password and had read everything in Chat history. She started crying and finally accepted her mistake.yaa it was true but u r my first priority too... She ignored me. She crossed all her limits. Pls Pls don't leave me . I acceptmy mistake.you have hurt me a lot and this time I decided to leave you.she kept calling but I was firm on my decision and didn't answer her call.when I checked her new mail.there were conversations like love you da love you too ummah and also erotic one's....I messaged her back that pick up my phone or else I'll cal her mom! She answered my cal.tell me something are you hiding something from me? She told Wy I will hide anything from you This time I'm not giving her any excuse.she is a bitch man, she is a bitch. I wrote msgs and quotes for her whom she forwarded to that bastard.how can she be so desperate.I have brought all her conversations with him. I didn't cheat you you are still my first priority.! It's true I like him and I like you also? I shouted do you have any idea what Are you talking about right now? How could she explain erotic talks with him? It was her lust don't she haveshame? I felt very dirt cheap about her. She has broken my trust.How can you say you love me when you can't even trust me? Pls im requestin for the lasttime if u can't be mine my GF tell me...but she didn't. Great....lies kids lies .... Fucking Shit every lie of her created one big hole on my heart. my tears were unstoppable. i would lose trust on her forever! I left her.